Update

I added my Twitter to the bottom of my blog.

Update

I added this to the bottom of my blog:

Major Social Networking Platforms

Facebook

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I added my message board to the bottom of this blog.

My Stuff

My Message Board

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I added a message board I post on to the bottom of my blog:

Message Boards I Post On

IMDb Parody Boards
film|boards

Update

I added a new blog, listed at the bottom of this blog.  I made a few posts:

My Commentaries of Library Materials

The Third Option (2018)

Everything You Love Will Burn (2018)

Penguins (2007)

Race (2007)

Backing Up

People who research human reactions to things like art and music might be going backwards, like child's play, in their material.  That's the sort of idea of a thing that pulled me away from going straight to performing/creating artistic things, to study and "teach" artistic and musical psychology, related somewhere in my subconscious to my sequence of goals in my career life.

Dance is another thing, which I did a big end of the year project on ballet in high school, had to pick I think any scientific topic, for chemistry class.  It was probably mostly about things like physics but not extremely informed.  I probably talked about things like nutrition and maybe should have gone into emotions and mood.

So, I sorta wanted to be like an intellectual or academic, to be still and to think.  I even got an invitation to Cambridge, I think.  I was told I write well, and so was my dad, though I think we have significant differences.  Some people are very smart and in special ways that I'm not.  I see I sorta go into meaty stuff, in ways comparably ... without just sorta like a riptide of pleasure, waiting for my prey or without being what I think is voluntarily unintelligible ... though I used to write unintelligibly for the grade when in a hurry, for whatever mistake of a lifestyle, the way of things I was used to.

One reason I wouldn't go maybe is I enjoyed "taking a stab at" life in a culture I could manipulate, the US where I'm from.  I used to do music for fun, but I wished to do it professionally at that.  True, I'm a school fanatic.  I like to see myself gifted in math and good at writing.  I guess I had good grammar classes and excelled at that step.  I actually finished being familiar and quick with letters by "falling in love with" "The Letter People."

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